Tuesday, February 26, 2013

Insert Witty Title Here

I wonder...I do that a lot actually. Just stop...talk to myself. A way of coping with all the chaos raging in my mind. Sometimes it takes me forever to fall asleep if I quiet my mind or if I let it run wild. I guess it comes from that imagination I had has a kid. I guess that's why I like to write and have a knack for churning words in fanatical ways rather than being a rambling kibitzer. People think is strange to talk to oneself, but to be honest, when no one's around, those are some of the most meaningful conversations I have. I become extremely nostalgic and constantly remember the good times and the days of young boy who dreamed big. I play scenarios of future acts in my mind over and over, just in case I come across them, I'll be ready. I guess in a way, that's what I'm doing now. Rambling thoughts for the world to see. Who knows, maybe many people are reading this and enjoy it, or maybe just a select few.

 I'm a night owl. But i am not a fan of sleeping past noon because it feels like a wasted day. Don't get me wrong, I love sleep and thank the Lord for giving it to us because it is the best excuse to stop the freight train we call life and fall into a world only the mind could concoct, but I do also wish there were more hours in a day. More hours so I could scrawl all the thoughts, ideas, fantasies, dreams, and words onto virtual or physical paper, thus preserving them from the damage age does to a mind.

I have many projects I wish to complete, but sadly other necessities of life interfere.  Even now as I write this, I should be spending half an hour trying to solve one complex problem out of 10 for only one measly point with not a clue as to what I'm doing wrong...sigh.

As an added bonus, I got a little inspiration recently and in case you missed it on FB I'll post it here. I wish I could write more often but...yeah. Without further ado, I give you Old Man Fred


Old Man Fred
By Josh Watkins

I once knew a man with a crooked cane,
Who lived upon a street called Hummingbird Lane.
He wore a brown leather coat and a navy blue beret,
A quiet man was he with almost never a word to say.

Daily he could be seen carrying a loaf of bread,
And the playful children would cry “There goes Old Man Fred!”
Parents thought it rude, but he didn’t mind one bit,
He just walked to the beach and on the shores he would sit.

For days he sat there staring out over the sea,
Until one curious child by the name of Tommy Lee,
Skipped over to his spot with his cheeks all rosy red,
Saying “Why do you just sit here Old Man Fred?”

He just smiled and looked at the lad,
Seeing the youth he once had.
“Come here and pull up a pile of sand,
And I will tell you a tale so wonderfully grand.”

It was on this day 50 years past,
That I met a sweet, darling young lass.
I saw her coming across the sea,
On a ship so gallant, so big, so free.

The wind carried her hair down her back,
And not a sparkle did her stare lack.
She caught my gaze from afar,
A poor young fisherman was my branded scar.

The ship made port and I got a better look,
At the character God had fashioned from His eternal book.
My knees trembled terribly and would not stop their shake,
For soon my humble acquaintance she would make.

 ‘Hello,” said she. ‘Have you been her all day?’
Her question caught me off guard for she came my way!
I stuttered and stammered till my words became clear,
‘Yes Ma’am, every day this entire year.’

 Her beauty awed my weary soul,
As my heart craved for its only goal.
‘You’re such a fine young man,’ she said with a smile.
‘Come; let’s wander this little town for a while.

My heart began beating out of its cage,
As a love story began to fill the stage.
She told me her dreams and why she had come to this land,
To leave her world behind and bury her feet in the sand.

She stole my heart that day and kept its key,
And told me she was hanging onto it for eternity.
For days my love for her only grew,
But each day it seemed so fresh and new.

Until one day she whispered into my ear,
“I have a secret,” she said shedding a tear.
“My father warned me about this place.
He said if I found love I would be a disgrace.”

I dared not speak for my words were lost,
Fearing how much this secret was going to cost.
“The sea is my home; it’s where I belong,
I can hear my family singing their song.

She inched toward the shore in such a fright,
As the moon rose high on that summer night.
Her legs vanished without a trace,
A tail and a blanket of scales had taken their place.

She was not human but a mermaid was she!
I rubbed my eyes and thought ‘how could this be?’
She turned to the ocean ready to return,
And my poor heart just ached and burned.

‘Wait! I cried ‘Please don’t go!
Take me with you for I love you so!
She turned to me with a glow in her eyes,
And then turned her gaze to the starlit skies.

“I cannot take you with me,
But I still have your key,
So watch the horizon, beyond the ocean blue,
And one day My Love I’ll return to you.”
Then in one splash she vanished from sight,
Since that day I have returned every night.
Waiting for my love, my heart’s desire,
And that my boy is why I sit around this fire.

The lad sat there in awe with no words to say,
He ran home to tell his mother what he had heard that day.
When he spoke the tale she shook her head,
She told him to stop telling lies and go to bed.

Morning came and back to the sea he ran,
Hoping to hear more from the wise old man.
To his surprise, there was no one there,
Just the sand, the sea, and the crisp ocean air.

The suddenly he saw a flash,
And saw not one, but two tails in the water splash.
The boy smiled and was filled with glee,
Right then and there he fell in love with the sea.

From that day forward whenever he would sail,
He never missed a moment to tell the old man’s tale.
They wouldn’t believe him, but he didn’t care what they said,
He never stopped telling the story of Old Man Fred.